Who Do You Think You Are?
I GOT MY OWN LIFE !
I want to be hers. I want her to be mine. I want to be the only one who kisses her like this. I want to be the only hands she’ll ever need to hold. I want to show her how beautiful the world actually can be, if she just opened her eyes to new perspectives. I want her to smile only at me like this. I just want to be hers. Her reason for smiling, laughing, happiness. And I want her to be mine..
But if I can’t get that, then I want to be her bestfriend. I want to be one of the people in her life that will stay with no doubt right attached. That when the thought of Friendship Forever, my name will be first to pop into her head. I want to be her comfort. Her reassurance when the world gets tough. I want to be the first to offer her a shoulder when those beautiful eyes begin to spill it’s sadness. I want to be the one to wipe them away and tell her, every things going to be okay. That when she sits in her room all alone, taking in the hardship she certainly doesn’t deserve, that when those soft hands reach for her phone, my number is the one she scrolls down to out of all the others in her phone. I want her to know, that I’m going to be one of the few who will actually stick around through thick and thin. That she can trust me when she turns around knowing I’ll be the one to watch her back, unlike the others who decided to take the opportunity to stab her with betrayal. I want to PROVE that I can be here for her. I want to prove that I’m different than the rest. I want her to know a friendship like no other. I want her to trust me with no hesitation. I know this all needs to be earned, and if I can’t be her only love, then I will spend the rest of my days earning her friendship.
Because one way or another, more than ANYTHING: I want to make her smile.